Victor,
I understand what you're going through. I have been part of the
Lancair "family" ever since I traveled to Redmond to go through the ES
workshop. I remember hanging out with Grant Bailey and when I heard
of his fatal crack it shook me to the core.
I also had several conversations with Kevin. It's such a tragedy to
lose quality people, members of our extended Lancair family.
The seemingly endless stream of fatal crashes (which we all get to hear
about through the LML) are really a challenge for me, to get out and fly, to
enjoy the flying experience. I try to put it out of my mind, but the
thought of potential death every time I start down the runway is hard to
shake.
Mike